A few months ago, a couple of people were inquiring if
there was anything in Buddhism that I didn't like, or disagreed with, something
that I found a little bit unsettling, or that puzzled me at all. I remembered
back to when I was required to write a journal for an Eastern Religions course
and we were asked to write down our thoughts about what would be the easiest
step on The Eightfold Path for us, and what would be the most difficult. I remember
that I wrote down "Right Understanding" would be the hardest for me
to follow, being that I didn't completely agree with all of the aspects of
Buddhist metaphysics.
The part that I had trouble agreeing with wholeheartedly
was the concept of "no-soul." What I am referring to, is called
"Anatta." It is the second of the three marks of existence in
Buddhism. It is essentially the belief in a lack of an eternal un-dying soul
within our bodies, and it contradicts the idea that an ego or personality's
existence is permanent. For those that grew up in Buddhism this might not be so
difficult for them to grasp, however, I was raised by a very Catholic mother.
So, when I think about a future in which I would not be reunited with my
parents one day, it is rather depressing to say the least.
This week I have been mulling over many varying opinions
about this idea, and I've also been reading about the different perspectives people
have as to the nature of what a soul really "is" or "is not"
in the first place. While I still haven't formed a solid conclusion about my personal
opinion about this, and rightfully so: considering how important an end-of-life
concept is to a person's faith and their outlook on life; I still want to share
and give my interpretations of this idea of an impermanent identity and consciousness.
While all of us understand that technically the brain
dies when biological death happens and when all neurological functions cease to
be, most Americans- including myself, cling to the idea that after a person
dies their soul and spirit continue to live on. But if the neurological
connectors that help us to form thoughts, and to feel emotion are gone, how can
a person's soul truly continue to exist after death?
Buddhists say that in order for something come into
being in the first place, it must be ever-changing, and subsequently cease to
exist. Though, if that were the case with my identity and personality, isn't it
a little strange then that I am the same person that I was yesterday? Narada Thera writes, “Buddhists do agree with
(Bertrand) Russell when he says 'there is obviously some reason in which I am
the same person as I was yesterday, and, to take an even more obvious example
if I simultaneously see a man and hear him speaking, there is some sense in
which the 'I' that sees is the same as the 'I' that hears.'” Thus, I would
infer that even though we are unable to locate the identity of a person and the
location of their soul scientifically, it clearly exists in a very similar way every
single day.
On the website of the author Greg Stone, which runs in
accordance with a book he wrote dedicated to exploring the after-life, called Under the Tree, says of those holding
the "no-soul" belief:
Those holding the “no soul”
view argue a person is comprised only of the aggregates (skandhas): 1) material
processes, 2) feeling, 3) perception, 4) mental formations, and 5)
consciousness. In the “no soul” interpretation a being that transcends the
aggregates does not exist. The aggregates are all that exist. All aspects of a
person are impermanent and transitory: nothing survives the dissolution of
aggregates upon body death.
However, various schools of Buddhism do not seem to
interpret the five aggregates of a person's existence in exactly the same way.
Also, if consciousness is one of the five aggregates and the Buddha recalled
his former lives, then how could that be possible without a continuous stream
of consciousness that was present throughout all of his former lives?
The
Buddha taught students to cease identifying with the five aggregates. He taught
you are not your physical body; not your mind; not your perceptions; not your
feelings; not mental imprints. Those qualities are not self. He taught
cessation of attachment to those aggregates. The purpose of the practice was to
free oneself from attachment and identification with that which was not self,
the aggregates. (Stone)
To me, it would be
extremely difficult not to identify with the five aggregates. For if we are not
our processes, feelings, perceptions, mental formations, and consciousness:
then what are we? "Buddhism does not totally deny the existence of a
personality in an empirical sense. It only attempts to show that it does
not exist in an ultimate sense. The Buddhist philosophical term for an
individual is santana, i.e., a flux
or a continuity."(Thera) If that is the case, then there is a soul and a
self in Buddhism that lies within an individual's body that is there inside of
a mind everyday: most Buddhists just do not see it as being of the same
consistency, everlastingly belonging to that individual, and existing beyond
life.
As I mentioned before, the
opinions about this from different Buddhists differ, just one of many Buddhist
schools: Tibetan Buddhism, offers an intermediate state after death. I found
this idea stated in a passage from the Tibetan Book of the Dead on the internet.
I found this passage so interesting, because it got me thinking that if there
is really no "I" in Buddhism then there could be no "you"
either:
Since you [no longer] have a
material body of flesh and blood, whatever may come—sounds, lights, or rays—
are, all three, unable to harm you; you are incapable of dying. It is quite
sufficient for you to know that these apparitions are your own thought-forms.
Recognize this to be the bardo [the
intermediate state after death].
Despite
how much all of these opinions fascinate me, I don't think it is all that
necessary for me to gain that much clarity about the fate of my soul just yet.
-pretty cryptic, no? Being so young, I think with time and study, and personal
contemplating, the answer to this question will eventually reveal itself. I
think there is only so much a person can come to based on analysis, at some
point your own emotions and your "gut" feelings take over. I feel
that no person can really say that emotional decision about the after-life is
wrong, because what is true in terms of belief for one person is completely relative
to them.
Being
the daughter of a Catholic mother, I grew up with the hopefulness in mind that
one day I would be reunited with loved ones in a "heaven" of sorts.
While that might seem lofty to some Buddhists, I think once you have been met
with that idea and have had it in the back of your thoughts for a long period
of time, meanwhile, observing death around you: it would be very hard for any
person to let go of that kind of faith. When a person's faith is so personal, so
emotional, and so complicated, I wonder how necessary it is to completely
"decide" all things about it. Is it really necessary to follow one
faith, or any faith at all, and wouldn't it be completely possible for someone
to instead take parts from different faiths to make up their personal beliefs?
Who is to say that you must impose any rules upon yourself to completely define
your faith into a specific category? As someone that has found Buddhism very
useful, and directly psychologically helpful to them; the thought of one's
identity being so subject to future decay is supremely depressing, at best.
Sarah
Works
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